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jamming my heart through the glory hole when there's no one on the other side

by drama queen martyr

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1.
Myrna Loy 04:44
2.
Ellie Idol 05:45
Ellie Idol Holy bible broken words I've lost my trust that god could ever care Suspicion breeds inside the wound Cut through the heart with unrequited love This heart is bare Soundtrack full of requiems A suicide note for all my friends to hear I gave my life to Jesus Christ A primrose path labyrinthine design This heart is yours Burden of sin at birth Transfusion of savior blood All I ever need from you Is seduction when you look me in the eyes Bruise myself on the altar of A surrogate for a god I've never felt Symbiotic sacrifice Excretion from the heart sold back and forth The paragon for you and me Bible verse imaginary friend And the life god gave to me brings shame You say I'm someone new but I can't change In a world built to hold me down A roll call in the book of life Pick and choose which verse shows you god Your sins gave me more than a savior ever could Altruistic crash of bodies death in your arms Guillotine urethras trap door heart Sewn together pheromones stretch for miles My heart was wreckage after the storm hit you stole my life I've treaded for too long on the skin of the ocean let me inside Under the water forever and onward open my eyes Palms full of sinners choosers and beggars serpents and lambs Stitch up the mouth and soul bury my past Reborn through the sanctified glory hole palms I gave you the sins that cauterize my life A swap meet of martyr blood debit or cash
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Tiresias 05:56
Cristina Tiberia I stick my heart out Oh brave new world I’m too lethargic To be reborn Embryo sun burn Crucified birth Awestruck and godless I can sin for days I’m the half born husk of a man I would if I could but I can’t A stones throw away from the stars Heaven bursts open and the floodgates deform Body of shadows Give me new form Sea of empty reasons Blood clots the shore I’m not a soul mate I’m a wasted heart Cum shots on paper Suicide notes Barbed wire castles collide My romantic and dreary desires Paper mache heart strings torn Suicide warmth the soft sting inside Waiting for my heart To hopscotch yours Sweet Virginia wolf Drown in the rivers arms Wash up on the shore Unrequited palms Porn stars reciprocate lust Tie the open veins to your heart The closest that I’ve been to love And the sun falls down An austere ruin And the ocean bleeds Menstrual foam I’ve died resurrected and ashamed Burnt hearts never beat the same again Black skies in the blood flow of the night God damn a culture without praise Veiled heart the invisible described Sold out you paid for me in poses I sigh sarcastic as I cry In Christ salvation as the bride Born to fall in love Solipsistic doubt Tangled yellow brick roads Candle flame burnt moth
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Marceline 04:41
Marceline I’m not the man I’m supposed to be The wounded childhood still bleeds The heart leaks ashes from the mouth I’ve tried to change but I feel the same The poetry of shame How far along do I have to be Before someone tries to love me A new girl another hopeless crush The same prayer for someone to see me And love me as I am A son fatherless and bruised I’ve lost who I am But you've become a friend I can be myself with I can hear your voice from across the room A thunderous roar of beauty Opposites become each others foil My voice as quiet as a heart beat A whisper in your ear I write you my same old song Take it if you want or turn me down Burnt out borrowed stars Every word I write just turns to dust And when I sing on stage I want to sing for you I want to ask you out But you’d just say no All of my words Every chorus and every verse I’d write it all for you If you’d always be my muse Christ with empty palms All that I desire I want to fall in love I want to share my heart All that I am I feel like I have to change But just to hear someone say I like you exactly the way you are I procrastinate just to fool myself That you’ll give me a chance some day You’re the coolest person that I’ve ever seen And you don’t even have to try All of your heart Imperfections on pedestals You don’t ever have to change I like you exactly the way you are My heart beats in rhythm as you speak Your hardcore ghetto dialogue You and me is all that I can dream The hope that you’ll turn out to be More than just a friend
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Lucy Deakins 02:23
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Brandi Lyons 06:06
Brandi Lyons The story of Jesus Christ and the woman at the well I know what you've done and I've seen it all before I love you as you are No sins to be absolved Woman of ill repute too beautiful to judge Sexual sacrament the body and the bread Endless labyrinthine desire Endless the song is always yours Sinners blood mixed in with the backwash of the lords Sundays fueled by hymns with prayers to discard Soothe forget the burning fire Soothe the wounds abrade in time I'm gonna finger fuck your heart until you cum I'm gonna break you down and build you up again God damn the god who's never there God damn I'm always in repair All your faults designed I let your father die Redemption of what was But what's been will always be Old sin still shames the new life Sunday morning sheds when you wear it Blame the fathers death on the prophet The same Achilles heal that you wounded No immaculate new heart The reprieve just seems so far Charybdis opens her mouth Here's a life that I can't choose All the sermons nipples and thorns For the mouths that suckle your crown My distortions of who you are Brick walls of red letter porn And this is all we are A masturbatory thought A city of crucified hearts Sign up for your cross Golgotha harems for god Temple full of flesh when your saved your body dies Shed the sexual glands drape hymens on your lust Hand fed the culture feeds you shame Hand fed starve the body play the game I can't give you a heart saccharine with song I hear the pitch you sell I'm the bride and you're the lamb Soft shame I know I'll never change Soft shame discard the body lay your claim
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Laura, Janet, Nerissa, Steph, Jenna Harrow and Bed Euphoria eyes Aptera male Silent Sirens Milk and soot Sunrise sprawl Coward soul Babi Yar cairn Lethe sough Sleepwalk paean Yahweh's sin Slipstream scorn Eurydice in my sight I thought you saw my heart Symbiat skin desire eyes like a false maria If I could be somebody else then you'd marry me Terraform the soul pentimento scrawls Second sun in the sky we scale empyrean flames Viscera in the song Erato milquetoast hymn There's an arrow in your heart that sows the veins with lead Lower god from the machine ameliorate the abyss I'm in Gehenna I'm on the pyre I'm the Vivian girl disemboweled on the stock Unthread the surface river wash my sin Trans-human Marsyas parousia calm Throw all your bodies in the suttee fire Habituated to the Harijan cull Silhouette the scope of a dulcet glow Strip off the skin and see the black hole marrow Jesus seal my eyes with concertina sinew thread Docile in the rip current arietta Morse code sulk Terra firma soft skin Leander in the coquette's arms Technicolor sunset Hiroshima Lite-Brite paraph
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Emily Bronte 03:30
Emily Bronte My soul in your mouth The parapet limbs You cover my eyes The phosphene glow My fingers trace your silhouette heart Unfold my hands inside your palms I bury your songs A briar patch tomb Heart beats climb through paper womb skies The bell jar noose urethra lungs Pablum hymns of pharaohs and gods Capon requiem squawks The words start a fire Viscera on white The universe inside Exoskeleton quiet Epater les bourgeois We flow our piss through their hearts Violent Siamese marrow The soul's meridian climb Fire and blood precisian skin Flayed by Medea's dress A Warsaw sewer crawl Halcyon womb kerosine bride Brunnhilde through the pyre Unchained in your ashes Binary star siphon your glow Perihelion waltz Our souls 'cross the ocean Burrow inside my skin is your coat Hermaphroditus husk We bleed from the same heart

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released September 12, 2012

Cover illustration by Constanze Moll www.constanzemoll.com

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I play sad acoustic guitar songs with a string trio.

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